Juniper
Where do I belong tonightWhy do I still reach tomorrowWhen mercy already paints every sky for meWhy do I still doubt this vesselMade of all the stolen shadowsWalking beneath the stars he painted without a single flaw
Like a vessel of sinSo small as the dust in sightWhy am I flawed beneath all of the silent bright starsNo sin is written there between every asteroidsYet all my fractures live in me
Dear God, where does a heart with no answers belong nowCan memories still be fond when nobody holds themIs a lifeless ocean still beautiful from the sky
Where do I draw the line between memories and dreamsWhen every stolen shadows settles in my heartAm I the thing I once hated, painted into lightOr just a dust that mistook itself for stars
I am still left blindfoldedMy mouth forgot its quiet voiceMy ears are sealed beneath the hymn of bright tomorrowYet something still colors my skinThe shape I once begged to vanishIs it the only color that the witness now know of me
I have no reason left nowFor those who still call me dearestWhat can I answer when their kindness still asks me whyI held their names like stars but never knew where to return themThey are dear and remain so dear
Dear God, where does a heart with no question belong nowCan memories still be fond when nobody holds themIs a lifeless ocean still beautiful from the sky
Where do I draw the line between memories and dreamsWhen every stolen shadows settles in my heartAm I the thing I once hated, painted into lightOr just a dust that mistook itself for stars
Dear God, take this river where it cannot look withinLet it end inside a wide ocean without mirrorsWhere no one has to peek what lives beneath the deep blue
Wash every stolen memory out of my eyesUnmake all the colors that have settled in my heartsAnd let your mercy answer what I could not answerUntil this dust forgets it once wanted stars
Where do I belong tonightIf I can peek into the bookThar carries every destiny into your seaWhere no reflection can tell the water what it has to beAnd no one sees what sleeps inside