Astronaut · October 2026 · SPRKLE

Astronaut

赦し

I want to be an astronautRacing with the stars through spaceI saw a nebulae shaped like youOr maybe its just an illusionWhen will I reach the edge of the first heavenI want to knock its doorsThe name I gave to the angels guarding itToo small, it feels like it would be lost amongst the cosmos

Ah I dont knowThe wind take me further to place I dont knowAh, I dont knowEvery place I rested my breathFeels like a wrong place to beThe clouds keep changing shapeBlurred with these cosmic radiationsWhich one is up or downI lost sense of right and wrong

If I cross that hillWill I reach the colors of the dawn?If I find a dry springWill I be able to wash away this night?On a path no one has walked yetOn a map without direction to guide youThe serpent that suffocates deep in my heartDraws the same circle again and again

Ah I dont knowThe wind take me further to place I dont knowAh, I dont knowEvery place I rested my breathFeels like a wrong place to beThe clouds keep changing shapeBlurred with these cosmic radiationsWhich one is up or downI lost sense of right and wrong

So when the door finally opensSuch a greetings I never heardOne that calls for my judgmentFor every tears for me or from meA single blinkCounted all of my flaws and scarsOnly YouThat can save me now

Ah I dont knowHow to find a broken thorn amongst other thornsAh, I dont knowThis breath keeps getting weakerEvery wrong laid down before my eyesThe light never changes its shapeBlurred with these cosmic radiationsWhich one is up or downHelp me understand which one is right and wrong

日本語

宇宙飛行士になりたい星と競い宇宙を駆ける君に似た星雲を見たそれともただの幻第一の天、果てはどこその扉を叩きたくて門の天使に告げた名前宇宙に消えるほど小さくて

ああ、わからない風よ、どこへ運ぶああ、わからない息をつくたび、ここじゃない雲は姿を変え続ける宇宙線に滲む上下も知れず善も悪も見えず

あの丘を越えたら朝の色に届くかな乾いた泉を見つけたらこの夜を洗えるかなまだ誰も歩いてない道しるべのない地図の上胸の奥で喘ぐ蛇は何度でも同じ輪を描く

ああ、わからない風よ、どこへ運ぶああ、わからない息をつくたび、ここじゃない雲は姿を変え続ける宇宙線に滲む上下も知れず善も悪も見えず

扉が開くとき知らぬ挨拶が僕を裁きへと招く泣いた数、泣かせた数その瞬きひとつで罪、傷を数え今、救えるのはただあなただけだ

ああ、わからない折れたのはどの棘ああ、わからない細る息、並ぶ過ち光の形は変わらない宇宙線に滲む上下も知れず善悪を教えて

Rōmaji

Uchuu hikoushi ni naritaiHoshi to kisoi uchuu o kakeruKimi ni nita seiun o mitaSoretomo tada no maboroshiDaiichi no ten, hate wa dokoSono tobira o tatakitakuteMon no tenshi ni tsugeta namaeUchuu ni kieru hodo chiisakute

Aa, wakaranaiKaze yo, doko e hakobuAa, wakaranaiIki o tsuku tabi, koko ja naiKumo wa sugata o kaetsuzukeruUchuusen ni nijimuJouge mo shirezuZen mo aku mo miezu

Ano oka o koetaraAsa no iro ni todoku kanaKawaita izumi o mitsuketaraKono yoru o araeru kanaMada dare mo aruitenai michiShirube no nai chizu no ueMune no oku de aegu hebi waNando demo onaji wa o egaku

Aa, wakaranaiKaze yo, doko e hakobuAa, wakaranaiIki o tsuku tabi, koko ja naiKumo wa sugata o kaetsuzukeruUchuusen ni nijimuJouge mo shirezuZen mo aku mo miezu

Tobira ga hiraku tokiShiranu aisatsu gaBoku o sabaki e to manekuNaita kazu, nakaseta kazuSono mabataki hitotsu deTsumi, kizu o kazoeIma, sukueru no waTada anata dake da

Aa, wakaranaiOreta no wa dono togeAa, wakaranaiHosoru iki, narabu ayamachiHikari no katachi wa kawaranaiUchuusen ni nijimuJouge mo shirezuZen'aku o oshiete

한국어

나 우주비행사가 꼭 되고 싶어별들이랑 경쟁하며 우주를 달려너랑 꼭 닮은 nebula 본 것 같아아니면 그냥 다 illusion일까첫 번째 하늘, 그 끝은 대체 어디그 문을 똑똑 두드리고 싶어서문 앞의 천사한테 말해준 내 이름우주 속에 사라질 만큼 너무 작아서

아아, 난 모르겠어바람아, 어디로 데려가아아, I just don't know why숨 쉴 때마다 계속 여긴 아닌 걸구름은 자꾸자꾸 모양을 바꿔 가우주선 사이로 번져 가Upside down 난 모른 채선도 악도 전혀 안 보여

저기 저 언덕을 넘으면morning color에 닿을 수 있을까말라버린 샘 하나를 찾아낸다면오늘 밤을 씻어낼 수 있을까아직 아무도 걸어 보지 않았던 길이정표 하나 없는 지도 위에가슴 깊은 곳에 헐떡이는 뱀은몇 번이고 계속 똑같은 원을 그려

아아, 난 모르겠어바람아, 어디로 데려가아아, I just don't know why숨 쉴 때마다 계속 여긴 아닌 걸구름은 자꾸자꾸 모양을 바꿔 가우주선 사이로 번져 가Upside down 난 모른 채선도 악도 전혀 안 보여

그 문이 딱 열리는 순간처음 듣는 인사말이나를 심판대로 이끌고 있어내가 울었던 수, 울게 했던 수그 한 번의 눈 깜빡임으로죄랑 상처를 다 세어Save me, 날 구해 줄 사람It's only you, 너뿐이야

아아, 난 모르겠어부러진 건 어느 가시야아아, I just don't know why점점 가는 숨, 줄지어 선 실수들빛의 모양만은 절대 변하지 않아우주선 사이로 번져 가Upside down 난 모른 채Tell me, 선과 악을 알려줘

Romanized

Na ujubihaengsaga kkok doego sipeoByeoldeurirang gyeongjaenghamyeo ujureul dallyeoNeorang kkok dalmeun nebula bon geot gataAnimyeon geunyang da illusion-ilkkaCheot beonjjae haneul, geu kkeuteun daeche eodiGeu muneul ttokttok dudeurigo sipeoseoMun apui cheonsahante malhaejun nae ireumUju soge sarajil mankeum neomu jagaseo

Aa, nan moreugesseoBarama, eodiro deryeogaAa, I just don't know whySum swil ttaemada gyesok yeogin anin geolGureumeun jakkujakku moyangeul bakkwo gaUjuseon sairo beonjyeo gaUpside down nan moreun chaeSeondo akdo jeonhyeo an boyeo

Jeogi jeo eondeogeul neomeumyeonMorning color-e daeul su isseulkkaMallabeorin saem hanareul chajanaendamyeonOneul bameul ssiseonael su isseulkkaAjik amudo georeo boji anatdeon gilIjeongpyo hana eomneun jido wieGaseum gipeun gose heoltteogineun baemeunMyeot beonigo gyesok ttokgateun woneul geuryeo

Aa, nan moreugesseoBarama, eodiro deryeogaAa, I just don't know whySum swil ttaemada gyesok yeogin anin geolGureumeun jakkujakku moyangeul bakkwo gaUjuseon sairo beonjyeo gaUpside down nan moreun chaeSeondo akdo jeonhyeo an boyeo

Geu muni ttak yeollineun sunganCheoeum deunneun insamariNareul simpandaero ikkeulgo isseoNaega ureotdeon su, ulge haetdeon suGeu han beonui nun kkamppagimeuroJoerang sangcheoreul da seeoSave me, nal guhae jul saramIt's only you, neoppuniya

Aa, nan moreugesseoBureojin geon eoneu gasiyaAa, I just don't know whyJeomjeom ganeun sum, juljieo seon silsudeulBichui moyangmaneun jeoldae byeonhaji anaUjuseon sairo beonjyeo gaUpside down nan moreun chaeTell me, seongwa ageul allyeojwo